Sunday, 24 April 2011
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the insignificance of me, and of all my unwanted love -
no words, no texts, no communication. sometimes i would wonder what was on her mind, or how she felt about everything. it's like i know nothing anymore. like the time together was erased, like it never happened. there's this emptiness she left which really fucks me up. i say i can take it, i'll be ok, but the truth was it's as hard as hell to do all that. and then i'd say i hope she'll be happy in the future, with whoever she chooses to spend her life with. but then in my heart the truth screams that fuck, i wanna be the one that she chooses to spend her life with.
the mind is such an awesome thing. it takes me back to the days when we made magic
and eases the screaming pain by a little
Saturday, 23 April 2011
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can't believe how alone we can be in this world bursting at the seams with humans. it makes me so dizzy thinking about all the text messages, emails, facebook messages, twitter, msn, phonecalls, skype, everything isn't real. because I am still alone. lately, i don't know what else to feel when i'm alone besides loneliness.
ignore.my.existence
when it all began, i turned to skating to ease my mind. now at the end of my love, it begins, again.
Friday, 22 April 2011
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i'm addicted to the stress, adrenaline, sleeplessness, self-torture and competition against myself
my mind is like poision -
my room is too small to fit the thousand different versions of me
Cure_Pain
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- Name: Cure_Pain
- Birthday: 12/12/1987
- Gender: Male
- Member Since: 12/27/2009
